Still waters run deep

I've always loved this thought. But never exemplified it. I talk way too often and think after I speak more than I'd like to admit. I rehash conversations, regret things I've said and wish I had more time to say what I was really thinking. I plan conversations before they ever happen. My mind is full and my mouth runneth over. And yet, I consider myself somewhat shy.

I started my other blog to remember my children's lives as they are and sometimes I think about posting a thought and then stop, because if my children were to read it would they see happy childhood memories remembered or a stressed mother's rantings and emotional outbursts???

I think they can be separate, without denying that either part exists at exactly the same time. Thoughts coming from two parts of me and yet still equaling the same whole.